From Galway Abroad

Poetry inspired by my family who had to leave

Send no more snaps

‘Send no more snaps of yeerselves,
We know what ye look like.
Send us pictures of Lincoln,
Dollar bills!’

The long- awaited letter from home
Proved justification of the weary choice
To take the boat and leave them
To their grasping.

Snatch away
At our absence.

The quote is a paraphrase of a letter written from Ireland to an emigrant in the USA. For me it expresses something of sadness of the emigrant finding exploitation instead of encouragement, even from those who are his family ‘at home’.

Over there

Missing presumed wastrel.
Absent from the daily inspection.
Overseas with his sister.
Adjudged a loser.
Shocked no-one dying young.

A surprising condemnation
Of an uneventful life
A verdict built
On the sure foundation
Of ignorance.

‘How could he have been happy
So far from home and folk?
How could he have been any good
And we not know of it?’

Inspired by the discovery that a cousin of mine who was said to have died a young alcoholic on the streets of New York in fact lived a fairly uneventful life until he died undramatically in middle age.

Johnny

Thought he had land.
Lost it.
Went away to find
Nothing.

Found a bottled fright to haunt him
Shook it off and achieved solitude.

Put a prayer-gap between himself and grief
Until it mugged him on the street

Late morning Saturday
After Mass near Holloway.

Thoughts about the death of a cousin of mine, and others like him. I am exercised by the dignity of the man, chasing away his demons, falling and rising, in life and in death in London.

Burying Johnny

Died Holloway
Buried Aughrim.

Hard for me
To lead his Vigil Mass
Farewell to London.

Hard but proud,
There before street-filled pews
Each stumbling shuffler a daughter or brother.

Thinking back to mother’s second glances
At daylong drinkers
By the Clapham Common tube.
Had Johnny popped up south?
  ‘Woman, behold your cousin’.

See the strength too
Of the escapees,
Wary victims of daylight nightmare
Daily ambushed by former slavery


Johnny, exile and escapee,
We’ll bury you in Aughrim.
London town
Couldn’t hold you down.

Words related to the Requiem Mass for my cousin Johnny celebrated in London before his body returned to Ireland for burial. The congregation included many street people such as he had been for many years.        

During those years his London cousins saw him in every lost soul on the street.

Broken spades

Mid 1840s,

Michael home from Iowa

Came to claim

His family fields.

Their small and blighted crop

Starved his hope.

Six sons

Swore that they would never dig

In Ballyglass

Another spud.

Broke their spades for good.

Eight ready for the boat,

Liverpool

And onward west.

Where the rot

Cannot.

Hogs in Iowa

On windy Temple Hill
Rest Michael, Martin and many brothers
Immigrants whose driving energies
Rest in peace.

Letters home measured
Profit in pigs
Success in sows
Happiness in hogs

Their frequent litters
God’s abiding blessing.

In Cascade where they lived
Now dwell descendants
The progeny of hardy types long past

There by the well
No porch but a pen
No tables but a trough
No humans now but hogs

Close to home
Their ancestry assured,
Chewing
Over family roots.

On ‘pilgrimage’ to Michael and Martin Kenny’s homesteads in Iowa, USA, I was struck by the ubiquity of hogs. Hogs are mentioned in their letters of the Kenny emigrants as a sign of their burgeoning wealth.  Immigration posters in Ellis Island promise abundance in the New World in the form of porcine property.                                                                                  

 Ironically, the only residents of the site of Martin Kenny’s homestead are hogs. An ancient hand-powered water pump alone recalls the humans.  

In this Animal Farm, the hogs took over?

Family Sorrow Psalm

Lost boy
Wherever you are
You are
Ours
Time and distance
Don’t divide
Though but a rumour
You remain long yearned for
Fearing rage of rejection
We ask the chance
(Now or later)
To hold you to ourselves
To know you as our own.
Yes, one cast you off
But the other left half her heart
In your infant eyes.
For her sake, overcome
Accept.
A message through Him
Threatened as a babe
Born far from home in winter
Sent into exile.
Our Messenger to you.
Amen.

November 1997

Haunted

 
Again
The room
The gloom
He came.
 
Alone
Astray
Away
 
The crime
The shame
The blame.
 
The sea
So near
The fear.
 
Did he
Foresee
Her fall
 
Drown?
Already
Down.
 
Beneath his crime
Sunk.
His shame
          Staining
          Remaining
          Retaining
Edgyevermore.
 
The rain
Again
Alone.